happy birthday to one~~

happy birthday.. ..
happy birthday.. ..
erm .. erm ..
today is one's birthday..
but i don't want to spoil his mood to message him and say happy birthday to him and i write this post here , he won't view it , so blablabla..
may be for him , we are not friends anymore ..
but ..
anyway ....
happy birthday to u ~~
hope u happy everyday ~~~
and, may all your wishes come true^^


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............ terrible driving lesson ....

@@ frustrated .. .. @@
i just came back from driving lesson for one hour ++
.. i can't perform well again .. it's already the third time ...@@
God .. i did show some improvement during the 2nd time but ...
today ... wuwu .. my Sifu said , i drove lousier than last time...
it really hurts ~~ why am i so stupid ?? why ??
T.T i still don't know how to control the car steering T.T
why ..
haizzz !!!!!!!!!!!!

os: sorry .. its about driving again .. @@

sometimes i feel ... i am so stupid...

i feel i am so stupid .. @@
even learn driving .. i am facing this problem too @@ ..
last week i got license L ..
and started learning last thursday ..TERRIBLE !!
God .. i am so so stupid ..
i thought it might be fun and easy..
but ... now i think it's scary @@(may laugh at me,i am ok with it..cuz i admitted i am stupid)
i was so nervous ..(till i can't even listen into my teacher's instruction)
haizz.. .. it became my nightmare .. i can't even sleep well...
@@ why ????????????????
..........CAN I PERFORM BETTER ??TT
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TO BE CONTINUED ...

hye ^^ first year 2010 post ..

hye .. year 2010 has started ..
but these days i was just wasting my time with this pink laptop( my uncle's)...
so bored u know ?
by the way, i woke up very early in the morning as 8am (woke up by my mom) ..
mom taught me to cook .. wow .. seriously , i enjoyed it .. (but it's terrible too)
i scared the oils might "pop out" and hit my hands .. God , it's so painful !!
anyway , i feel glad that .. my food nicely accepted by my family ^^ .. they said my food tasted nice ^^

and i went shopping with family during weekends .. and be a spendthrift as i simply bought things @@ ...sure .. clothes too ..

actually i did want to find a job to fill my wasted time @@
but unsuccessful ..@@ i went for interview accompanied by mom at a Chinese traditional pharmacy ..

but..

THE BOSS DIDN'T WANT TO HIRE ME AS HIS WORKER ..T.T(sounds stupid)

at the end .. mom said .. i no need go working anymore .. stay at home first @@


and .. i miss my friends so much !!!!
there might be a party with my friends during CNY at my home ..
MOM ASKED ME THAT WILL YOU GUYS COME THIS YEAR ??
i scared that you guys don't come ..
so i haven't decide whether the party will be held or not ..
but seriously .. i do hope that all of you will come ..@@
then the par can be held~

and i heard something happened to one of my besties @@
(no name's listed)
hope u are ok .. jia you !!!!
@@ erm .. besides , i felt sorry to my another bestie ..
SORRY ,K***N..
i can't say reason here lah ..
but .. i have to say .. i am really really sorry ~
erm... do anything that u feel happy ^^
don't influence by words from my stupid mouth ...
as long as u feel happy i will feel happy for you ..
i am really sorry .. @@