my 31st of March,2010

i think i'm lucky enough.. because i have bunch of new friends with me ..
they are nice ^^
he is busy ..
ok with it ~
cos' i shouldn't always stick to him ..
i have being selected for JPA scholarship interview .....
on 8th April , 2010 ....
(i didn't have time to tell him , hopefully he will see it , and know it here ) ~

aand thanks George for lending me your id card to get digi campus plan ..
cos' my id card is not ready yet ~
thanks very much ^^

another thing ... i miss my high school friends so much TT
wish to see them .. but i am rather busy since entering the pre-U life ~
sorry for it ~~~
haixx ..


kk .. that's all for this post ..
deal to other things ..
byebye ~

... just too bored ...

i'm now in the computer lab of Swinburne ..
having no class ...
thanks yj for lending me your id card ..
i have to wait for weeks to get in .. TT
because of the technical problem here
(might be the printer i think) ..
so i have to wait ..
seriously , i hate waiting .. for anything !!
huh ~
i m so bored now ..
he is busying i think TT ..
luckily i have a friend with me now ..
my other new friends are not in the same class with me ..

huh ... i enjoy my U life ..
but i miss my high school life TT
guys.. i miss the every moment we have together TT ...

hope to see you guys soon ~~
byebye ..

what's my title ?? rojak ??

i m going to start my schooling next week ..
full of fears !!
going to suffer from these ..
how can it be ? days with classes at nights ..
huh ...
unhappy ... frustrating ..
anyway .. hope everything goes well ... please, by heart !!

my heart keeps struggling these days ..
really tiring ..
not here to say anything ...
i hope i still can afford all this ..
because .. i still want continuing ..
i don't want giving in ..
God, please give me strength ..
i am mentally ill ..

i feel unlucky ... by heart .. where is my luckiness ..
please come back to me ~~

lastly , all the best to everyone ya ~~
hope u guys happy and lucky ..
don't be unlucky like me ^^
for sure, luckiness will fall on u guys ^^
kk .. that's all .. nites yea~

....lalalaa~

suffered from pain now .. ish ...
and kinda bored now ..
so here i am updating my blog lurr ..
it's written in my last post that i'm taking foundation in Commerce ..
but now... my mind get confused once more ..
confused between Commerce and Engineering ..
at the end .. i planned to take Engineering course for my Pre-U ...
then using a year time to decide whether Commerce or Engineering ...

kk... that's all .... getting more pain now ... ish ..
byebye ~~ take care everyone ^^

hi^^

well , SPM is totally a past tense now ... !!!
happy ~~
yesterday , i met Ms Leong at ITC ..
i was there to ask for her opinion about my further studies ..
so , i m not going for field of Engineering ....
she said it doesn't suit me at all ..
advising me to go either field of medic or commerce ..
she supports me to go for Foundation in Commerce ..
so , i will listen to her ..
if Medic side .. it's Pharmacy ... (the one she agree )
but , it's stressful... and if no school grant me , finance will be the problem ..
7 years !! it's a long period of time !!!


so, i'm going for Foundation in Commerce .. (if no mistaken )
but , not sure which school to study ..
hmmm ... that's all ~~ byebye ~~
happy everyday oo ~~

i don't know i should happy or sad ....

i received my spm result today ..
i got straight A's :7a+ , 3a- ...
i satisfied with it ...
but .. now ..
i rather don't have these results !!
because .... i don't know what will be my next step ....
i dare not to think , dare not to dream ....
because ... for sure , i cannot do what i want ..
my mom didn't even have confidence on me ..
she asked me , how you know you can sure u can perform well in U .
how sad i listen .. she would never know !!!

i really couldn't understand ... i hate myself !!!!! i really hate myself !!!!
........... i am getting crazy ....
i wish i can earn money now !!! then i can leave here , study wad i wish to be in ...

TT

how's my future ???
can anyone tell me ???
i'm totally blur !!!!!!
TT
so confusing !!!!!!!!!!
my head is going to burst !!
TT .......

i just want a happy starting ~~ following by a good ending !!
i need your support !!
i do need it so muchh!!!!
can u support me ??
try listen to me ??
try to listen to my mind ???
mom.. please ...

SPM SPM SPM ..... !!!

SPM result is coming out soon ...
left hours ....
nervous , nervous and nervous !!!!!!!!!!
i scared ....
i scared i didn't achieve what i have aimed ...
anyway .... no regrets ...
because .. i have put it all my efforts on it ...
so do my friends ^^
i missed the time we studied together
guys ... still remember ??
i hope all of us can receive good results !!!
jiayou !! i hope can receive good news from all of u !!
pray for u guys ~~~^^

arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a boring day!!!

the only today's so boring .. staying at home , no driving lesson..no course..
mom is busy today so i'm not going for my course today ..
but it almost end lu .. till this friday ..
happy .. =D
Now i'm dealing with my dad's co.'s account ...
mom, i have to say .. those bills are really messy TT ..
more works to do ~~

and i will be having my driving test on the coming MON.
(nervous )!!! i want to PASS !!!!!! I MUST PASS !!
may ALLAH , GOD bless me .. !! please ~~

yesterday,i didn't receive msg from him who is now at China how sad TT..
anyway , he is returning today yea^^V
happy ~~

i miss my frens !!
i saw Keryn days ago .. so happy arh !! i really miss her so much..
my besties, i want to meet u guys !!!
i want talk with u guys .. !!

so , i must pass my test ,get my driver's license ...
and out with my frens , and him too ^^

now i have to continue with my UBS stuff again ..
i will be free next week after MON.
so hope luckiness surrounds me .. let me pass the test !!!!

luckssss!!!!to everyone too.. ^^ must happy everyday oo ^^^

arhh almost forget ~~
a book to introduce ~~ THE SECRETS !!teen power ~~
nice ^^

kk that's all^^ byebye~~