hi^^

well , SPM is totally a past tense now ... !!!
happy ~~
yesterday , i met Ms Leong at ITC ..
i was there to ask for her opinion about my further studies ..
so , i m not going for field of Engineering ....
she said it doesn't suit me at all ..
advising me to go either field of medic or commerce ..
she supports me to go for Foundation in Commerce ..
so , i will listen to her ..
if Medic side .. it's Pharmacy ... (the one she agree )
but , it's stressful... and if no school grant me , finance will be the problem ..
7 years !! it's a long period of time !!!


so, i'm going for Foundation in Commerce .. (if no mistaken )
but , not sure which school to study ..
hmmm ... that's all ~~ byebye ~~
happy everyday oo ~~

i don't know i should happy or sad ....

i received my spm result today ..
i got straight A's :7a+ , 3a- ...
i satisfied with it ...
but .. now ..
i rather don't have these results !!
because .... i don't know what will be my next step ....
i dare not to think , dare not to dream ....
because ... for sure , i cannot do what i want ..
my mom didn't even have confidence on me ..
she asked me , how you know you can sure u can perform well in U .
how sad i listen .. she would never know !!!

i really couldn't understand ... i hate myself !!!!! i really hate myself !!!!
........... i am getting crazy ....
i wish i can earn money now !!! then i can leave here , study wad i wish to be in ...

TT

how's my future ???
can anyone tell me ???
i'm totally blur !!!!!!
TT
so confusing !!!!!!!!!!
my head is going to burst !!
TT .......

i just want a happy starting ~~ following by a good ending !!
i need your support !!
i do need it so muchh!!!!
can u support me ??
try listen to me ??
try to listen to my mind ???
mom.. please ...

SPM SPM SPM ..... !!!

SPM result is coming out soon ...
left hours ....
nervous , nervous and nervous !!!!!!!!!!
i scared ....
i scared i didn't achieve what i have aimed ...
anyway .... no regrets ...
because .. i have put it all my efforts on it ...
so do my friends ^^
i missed the time we studied together
guys ... still remember ??
i hope all of us can receive good results !!!
jiayou !! i hope can receive good news from all of u !!
pray for u guys ~~~^^

arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a boring day!!!

the only today's so boring .. staying at home , no driving lesson..no course..
mom is busy today so i'm not going for my course today ..
but it almost end lu .. till this friday ..
happy .. =D
Now i'm dealing with my dad's co.'s account ...
mom, i have to say .. those bills are really messy TT ..
more works to do ~~

and i will be having my driving test on the coming MON.
(nervous )!!! i want to PASS !!!!!! I MUST PASS !!
may ALLAH , GOD bless me .. !! please ~~

yesterday,i didn't receive msg from him who is now at China how sad TT..
anyway , he is returning today yea^^V
happy ~~

i miss my frens !!
i saw Keryn days ago .. so happy arh !! i really miss her so much..
my besties, i want to meet u guys !!!
i want talk with u guys .. !!

so , i must pass my test ,get my driver's license ...
and out with my frens , and him too ^^

now i have to continue with my UBS stuff again ..
i will be free next week after MON.
so hope luckiness surrounds me .. let me pass the test !!!!

luckssss!!!!to everyone too.. ^^ must happy everyday oo ^^^

arhh almost forget ~~
a book to introduce ~~ THE SECRETS !!teen power ~~
nice ^^

kk that's all^^ byebye~~

barely free ~ tiring days ~

starting from 23th FEB. i went for a short course at Tabuan . ( it is really so far for me )!!
i spent whole days at CORPOREX S/B ..
learning from directors there ( they are so nice )^^
by next week i will be finishing this course ..
it is an account practicing course ..
it is a good .
..and ..
after this course , i will have experience and able to do accounting and operate UBS software ..
it costs RM 1000 only , a certificate is given..
if u are interested in it , pls get info from me o...
trust me , it's worth !!^^

............ ...



don't know what to post up .. aizz .. so .. bb loh ..

happy chinese new year and happy valentine ~~

halo ~~
erm .. firstly , happy cny n happy valentine ^^
hope everyone spends this cny n valentine happily ~~
well , i knew i shouldn't have any unhappy words or may be feeling ..
but , i am really unhappy ..
later i am gonna back to Sibu later .. erm 3 am ~~
i DON'T WANT TO GO FOR IT KNOW !!!!!!
I JUST DON'T LIKE IT !!!!

just now having some misunderstanding with family .. ~~haizzzz i don't want it too .. i really have keep smiling ...
but my tears' fault !!! i just cant stop it ..

sorry mom !!i shouldn't let my tears fall down in front of ppl..

( i ask , if someone said a new thing that u just bought is not suit u and too old for u , what would u feel ?? ) maybe , it's really too old but u just like it


i know:( i am ah ma , love oldly stuff ma )..and my taste is not good and i am old-fashioned ) so , can be don't too straight forward ??? hahaxx (sounds stupid )


oh ya .. keryn keryn .. i don't know when i am going to return to KCH ..
i am really sorry 1st if i still at sibu during CHU 3 ...
And also vivian ~~ for CHU 4 .. i am really sorry 1st!!



blablabla .. anyway , happy chinese new year wor ^^ and happy valentine !! sweet sweet with ur dears ^^~ happy for ur guys ^^ byebye ..

Aduhduh !!!!!!

days ago , mom received call from my youngest auntie at Australia..
she told mom she is going back to Sibu this CNY ...
planned suddenly ..( my family will go back too )
so,she wil arrive Kuching and back to Sibu wif us during CNY eve ~
Seriously,i am not that eager to go back ..cuz it must be a tiring journey ..
and , it's A Very Sudden decision .. i am not prepared for it @@


.... aduh ... it has messed up all the things ... argggghhhhh!!!